Vault92Survivor

So, it's been a bit. Honestly, I only get on DA anymore to see my favorite Deviants post. I no longer really submit anything. I haven't written in almost 2 years and I don't feel right posting my boyfriends photography here. Maybe I'll post one. 


Lately, all I do is work or do YouTube videos. I've gotten to 151 subscribers and I've impressed myself. I have three series going right now; Tales of Eternia (Tales of Destiny 2 in the states) the Maze of Tribulations in Star Ocean: Second Evolution and the Digital Edition of Final Fantasy IX. 

So I don't even remember the last time I wrote an entry. I haven't written in years. I kinda gave up. I'm basically here to save my favorite pictures nowadays. 

Right now I'm dogsitting for my future roommate while he's in Chicago for a doctor's appointment and I'm dead tired. For some reason I stayed up till 6 so I could wake my brother up then got like a couple hours of sleep before I went over to the apartment. I'm so tired. 

My YouTube has taken off kinda. I have 115 subscribers and my last video was a Fallout 4 Stream 




My most recent cover was The Last Song I'm Wasting On You by Evanescence. It's on my Soundcloud. 

soundcloud.com/sxshirogane/the…


But yeah, that's what I do nowadays. I'm a cashier at a local grocery store otherwise I waste time watching Cryaotic videos and stream videos on YouTube. 

So. Been about a month unemployed, granted that's not very long but it's still giving me the worst anxiety fits. My amazing mother is making about ten copies of my resume tomorrow and then taking me to the unemployment office to make an appeal on my claim.

I also have an application to turn in for Gamestop, I don't have much hope they will call me back but I'll see.

Tomorrow after my appeal, I'll basically sit on Indeed.com for the rest of the day and spam applications until my brain seeps out of my ears.

See you all in therapy.

So got a call from Unemployment today. He was a bit of an ass and wouldn't let me explain certain things but after the "interview" he called Carmike to verify information. That was at 10:30 it's 12:11 now. My brother tells me it'll take a bit but something tells me I won't be getting any help.

So to settle my nerves I cleaned up the kitchen and living room a bit then I made myself some soup since my teeth are really bothering me and because my mouth/teeth are bothering me, it's making my head hurt.

Anyway, gonna go check the mail, enjoy my soup and try to calm my nerves, I'll probably just sleep this day away as well.

So I finally got some sleep last night with a mixture of a pain pill and my Zzzquil. But napping after I woke up and tortured myself eating was impossible. Both my boyfriend and mom tell me it's because the medications mess with it. So annoying.

So tomorrow I'm getting some new plateware and new work clothes and then Tuesday is my Data Test with my temp job. I'm very excited to start my new Clerical job, definitely eager to make 11 an hour. I'll get my cosplay done in no time.

So anyway, just relaxing like usual, trying to eat. Nothing new.